On Being a Mom
Dave was teary-eyed after reading the results of my blood test: POSITIVE. Since that moment, all I heard from him was saving up for our baby, naming our baby, finally settling down, and every positive and verbalized emotion a rookie daddy might have. I was ecstatic.
Being pregnant is not as easy as it seemed. For me, the symptoms were so much worse. On my 3-4th week, I had vomiting, dizziness, flatulence on a regular basis. I wanted atypical foods (yes, raw lumpia wrapper is counted), I had the liking to smell Dave’s neck, and I lessened my internet activities. I had the difficulty of getting up every morning, I collapsed a lot, which is why I had to quit work (no matter how painful it seemed).
I was emotionally unstable. At times I become depressed. I would just talk to my tummy and say everything’s going to be alright. My intrapersonal skills were developed.
Last Christmas vacation, I only wanted to see two men: Dave and my cousin Jeremiah. I spent the remaining days of 2009 sleeping and watching TV. I had the fascination for John Cusack and Lady Gaga.
Right now, Dave and I had to make necessary adjustments. I stay in Los Banos, while Dave works in Manila. He goes home here on weekends. As much as I want to go back to Makati I’m afraid I cannot take care of myself there. I’m in for homebased jobs.
Yesterday I went to my OB for my second prenatal checkup. The doctor checked the baby via ultrasound. Although the baby’s still about 10 weeks old, we already saw the heartbeat. The baby is developing his arms and legs. Both excited, Dave and I photocopied the screen-captured baby photo.
I can’t explain how excited I am on having a baby. The hardship will always be there but it’s nothing compared to this blessing given to us.
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Brinks on January 10th, 2010
Aww that’s too sweet naman
Exciting nga naman siguro and first baby kahit scary at some point. Ingat at bawasan ang pagkain ng toothpaste! Hehehe!